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Welcome to Main & Mama. This is a safe space that I created as a home for my broken heart in the aftermath of losing my sweet daughter, Eleanora James, two weeks before her due date in June 2021. This home resides at the intersection of my role as Mrs. Main and my role as Mama to the girl I'll never get to raise. Behind the front door is a mountain of grief that I'm trying to unpack and sort through by writing it all down—here. I hope you'll come with me and maybe even stay awhile.

What a Beautiful Mess

Ezra’s room got to be a real mess today. Last night’s footie pjs are on the floor because…

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On March 21, 2023
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What If It’s a Beginning?

5:52 a.m. | I’ve spent so much time lately, sitting in the darkness, wondering what our life will…

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On November 3, 2022
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4:18 a.m.

Every night when I go to bed, I’m terrified that our son is going to leave us while…

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On October 24, 2022
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Beyond the Halfway Point

Emotionally speaking, it’s been a big week here. We are officially more than halfway through this pregnancy, which…

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On September 3, 2022
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To My Son

To my son, the boy who loves all yellow foods, Maren Morris’s music, and wiggling at bedtime: there…

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On August 17, 2022
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A Mother’s Day Gift

Phew. It’s been a long time since I’ve written anything here. Spring was full of a lot of…

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On July 28, 2022
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Easter

I have never been angry about Easter before. I guess there’s a first time for everything. I’m probably…

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On April 16, 2022
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Lovely Flowers

It’s been a long time since I’ve written routinely here. I have no other reason for that, really,…

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On March 21, 2022
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Nothing I Want More

The last several days, my anxiety has come creeping in to every waking moment. It’s something I live…

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On February 24, 2022
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A Smile Returning

I’ve been hiding quite a bit from pictures since Eleanora died. It’s hard to see a photo of…

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On February 15, 2022
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About Me

About Me

Hi, I'm Sarah. I'm a wife, a mama, a writer, and a lover of Christmas, hot coffee, and cozy blankets. I'm learning every day how to navigate grief by writing it all down.

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